Friday, June 17, 2011

missing wut i used to do

hm... sempena sakit yg almost 8 hari ordy ni, ak d rumah n sgt2 mencukupi rehatnya dong. ;p mmg boring la, tetiba rindu pula utk jalan2, slalunya mst if mo jalan esk thinking ordy wut i;m goin to wear, pastu mkeup, pakai cantik2. n jalannnnnnnnnn x kisah la dgn bf ka, cuz ka, mama ka, adik ka, mmg ak akn bgaya tahap vogue2 gtu. tp tu la org ckp myb ni smua ada hikmahnya jg, buat ak kurang membazir heheheh kan if jalan mst kuar duit if x jln x la duit kuar hukhukhukhukhuk
nyway, x pa la., hopefully allah s.w.t. memberi kesembuhan kpd ku x lama lg, amin amin amin ya rabbal al amin,,,,,, pastu if ak sembuh ak ada nazar jg nih. ;) ok la... till then...... xoxo biar pn not yet hav followers... ngeh ngeh ngeh
okei jum mkn tuttiiiiiii, amin2 ak cpt sembuh

Friday, June 10, 2011

at last...... cikennnn pox

assalamulaikummm...x kisah la sepa yg nak jwb yeee, this blog pun not yet hav the followers... nah habaq skettttt(uih speaking bkn language i pulak daaaaa) ;p ok nyway, ak nak infom bahawa ak telah kena ciken pox. sobsobsob.. sgt sedih. at dis age 23 bru kena. takutnya bekas2 dia x ilang :( hmm... plus suda kena ciken pox tu, dpt lg tau 1 more thing which is i had ulcer, luka kecil dkt my hempedu... hmmm. hopefully everything will be 2 normal... ya allah sembuhkan la hamba mu ini :(

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

its been a long time

hello.... nyway biar pn don hav any followers yet but its okei, heheheh hmmm ak tiba2 rasa mo release smthng here. on 1st june 2011, around 1230, mlm tu ak tiba2 sesak nafas, rasa mcm ajal udh menjemput ku. sirius mmg takut gila. around 30 minutes jg la ak struggle utk dpt nafas ak balik, jam 1 lbih mcm tu still rasa x blh lagi b'thn trus bg bangun mama gtau "mak, ak x dpt nafas" dgn slumbernye ak trus cium pipi mama, n mama pn ckp "bah meh la kt p hospital" sirius at this time ak mcm tingl ada sikit masa lg, (haihh brapa kali sirius daaaaa) dlm pjalanan ke hospital mcm2 da ak fikir, n paling menakutkan adalah adakah ak akan mati kjp lg...... akhirnya ak sampai jg ke hospital dan cek punya cek there's nothing goin on with me, ak cuma kekurangan karbon dioksida dlm bdn n lebih oxygen..... but still ak x ok........ hmmmm.... d pendekkan crita la kan, until now i still can't get my ordinary life b4 that accident happen. ak susah mo tdur, dada sakit, jantung sakit mcm kena tekan2, i donno wut is wrong with me act., esk will check my condition again at the hospital. hopefully x pa2 penyakit la yg ada dlm bdn ak ni. siyessssssss takottttttttt. :(
gilerrrr apsal pic ni yg ak tfkir nak upld ;p em.... x pa, membangkitkan semangat utk x fkir yg bkn2. enjoy life 2 d fullestttttttt :)