its been a long time

hello.... nyway biar pn don hav any followers yet but its okei, heheheh hmmm ak tiba2 rasa mo release smthng here. on 1st june 2011, around 1230, mlm tu ak tiba2 sesak nafas, rasa mcm ajal udh menjemput ku. sirius mmg takut gila. around 30 minutes jg la ak struggle utk dpt nafas ak balik, jam 1 lbih mcm tu still rasa x blh lagi b'thn trus bg bangun mama gtau "mak, ak x dpt nafas" dgn slumbernye ak trus cium pipi mama, n mama pn ckp "bah meh la kt p hospital" sirius at this time ak mcm tingl ada sikit masa lg, (haihh brapa kali sirius daaaaa) dlm pjalanan ke hospital mcm2 da ak fikir, n paling menakutkan adalah adakah ak akan mati kjp lg...... akhirnya ak sampai jg ke hospital dan cek punya cek there's nothing goin on with me, ak cuma kekurangan karbon dioksida dlm bdn n lebih oxygen..... but still ak x ok........ hmmmm.... d pendekkan crita la kan, until now i still can't get my ordinary life b4 that accident happen. ak susah mo tdur, dada sakit, jantung sakit mcm kena tekan2, i donno wut is wrong with me act., esk will check my condition again at the hospital. hopefully x pa2 penyakit la yg ada dlm bdn ak ni. siyessssssss takottttttttt. :(

gilerrrr apsal pic ni yg ak tfkir nak upld ;p em.... x pa, membangkitkan semangat utk x fkir yg bkn2. enjoy life 2 d fullestttttttt :)